I might just start replying that I simply exist

someone asked me what I do for a living
and i felt my mind arrest all thinking
almost like watching a parade of thoughts
suddenly come to a halt due to a collision up ahead
because how do I explain that I’m in between realms
and that money seems to never satisfy me
so instead I sit in a field full of animals and tend the land
while occasionally exchanging my energy in art forms
and praying for understanding as to why I chose to be born in a world that appreciates none of itself
and all of what man made